Saturday, October 01, 2005
wake up quite early today. becos of esther. -_-" haha. i intended to wake up early de. if not for her, i think i'll wake up at 3 again today. but i wont thank monkey. hehe. =P wake me up jus to help her with her blog. -evil-
atually wanted to tidy my room and do some exercise de. haiz. but... was being pissed. pissed for being hao xing mei hao bao. next time i'll adopt the 'don noe don care don bother' attitude. at least this will prevent me from being pissed and annoyed. but to counter attack, i purposely change my nick and personal msg. but im still damn pissed that i decided to go back to my lala land. zzzzz.
hah. tok to jerome in msn. he ask me to ignore too. and i did that. lol. it works a little. he came in msn in the evening. with his nick - she have to put up with me, i'm sorry. and this time round, i din approach him and chat. ignore. he only came to chat at night. think becos i showed my temper in the morning. but i sudd feel so bad. if he really is unhappy, why force him to fake smile and chat with me on msn? i don noe. im baffled. now i don noe wad i did is right or wrong. i'll jus have to wait and see. =)
That's me. at 1:20 AM