Sunday, October 30, 2005
was on the phone ytsd with jerome after my conversation with sihui and ethan. he made me so confused. made me find thomson so scheming. i'm troubled and afraid by that conversation. i shouldn't have told him that much about thomson. jerome said he was skilful. skilful in relationship. the way he made me take initiative is so damn clever. and that relationship is a game, which now, thomson is in control. my mind is in a whirl. too many things running inside my head. wanna make them stop.
don feel like gg out at first. since he's sick and i don noe how to face him. but in the end, he made me go woodlands willingly (see how terrific he is). waited for him quite long and as we have no place to go, took the train and jus go to and fro. ended up me gotta pay $2 fine for overstay. wth. marina place is damn boring when u just wanna waste ur time. and it's kinda confusing as there are plenty of diff exits.
finally got to go up the esplanade rooftop. nice view. but it's not cooling tonight. even when we went to the merlion, there's no breeze. he carried me and nearly threw me down the sea. gosh. dangerous.
well, i have to spent lonely 1 week at home le... all of u getting back to sch and have to study and all sorts of stuffs. haiz. wish all of u good luck!
That's me. at 10:03 PM