Saturday, January 14, 2006
wad the hell is the meaning of study???
why should i show sincerity to ppl that i'm studying???
and what does study got to do with sincerity???
i really don know wad for i study so hard already. when no one on earth believes that i work hard. previously, if no one believe i also nvm cos i really don think i'm hardworking enough. BUT NOW, when i'm really mugging hard for the CTs, spending midnight oil to study, jus becos i say at least can pass, doesn't mean i'm not working hard! damn it!
who says working hard, mugging hard, will sure get you an A??? okie fine! i admit i have no confidence in my own studies, i'm afraid of the disappointment that follows subsequently with high hopes, and most importantly, i can't accept failure in acheiving my aims! happy???
i'm not god, u can't expect me to not do mistakes.
i'm not smart like genius like you are. u can't expect me to understand and know everything jus in one min.
i'm jus a very normal, ordinary human. jus let me catch a break...
That's me. at 12:13 AM