Friday, February 10, 2006
released of o results. big congrats to liling and esther. both 16 for R4. well done!
i got my inorg results today too. got an A. i saw his results he gotten B. i don know why but i jus noticed his results.
i tried hard. to forget. but it's not as simple. always trying to view where he is and see his facial expression. dying to know whether he felt sad. wondering whether he's okie. thinking about what he's doing.
wished him good luck for his eng o results ystd night. he replied thanks. but i jus find the reply cold. saw him today and i sudd realise i don know who this guy anymore. the kind of coldness that sent shivers down my spine.
it seems like we are now complete strangers who knows each other no and msn. that's all. i think he treated me as invisible. and i know he's trying to avoid me too. all his frens were still ok. joking with me but only when he's not there. well, he's usually with his frens but not today. i can't figure out why.
perhaps everything is really my fault that things turn out this way. but how i wish i were given symptoms and at least, at that pt of time, if nth is of use, i can cherished our last hug. but he nv gave me the chance. nv.
That's me. at 6:45 PM