Tuesday, May 02, 2006
terrible. frustrated. empty expression.
i wasnt suppose to be like that. at least this morning i'm in a rather HIGH mode. hyperactive during the first part of lab. joking and laughing with the other crazy people.
until.......
stupid eve and agnes mention sth they nv in their life should have mentioned again. if they want to get info and news then go! i wont stop you! but don tell me u did that! i don want to know! if u want tell me wad u have found, then say it! if u don, don purposely tell me u went to find info! it sucks! makes me feel like a stupid fool.
yes. i admit i want to know. i admit i'm still curious. BUT at least this kind of curiousity slowly turns minor. not a major thing anymore. a little towards the busybody side. but both of u make it seems like i'm the one wanting to fish info! and i'll do anything to get that piece of info from u. FORGET IT! i hate temptation. and i know very well, it wont be a good piece of info anyway.
it only makes my imagination goes wild... and make my brain function in a way it shouldnt be...
it gradually decrease. back to normal. but my eye keeps twitching. i knew sth bad is happening.
yupp! bingo!
why the hell does she wants to clear my room?!?! when some things are thrown in a corner, don ever touched it! becos it is not meant to be touch! even if u really touch, jus put it back to its original place and everything's fine. but why the hell u wanna choose to take the stuffs out??? it's like darn obvious that i don want to see it anymore! that's why it's in the corner collecting dust! some ppl jus don have brains. but i'm disappointed that i have a brainless mum. still having the cheek to ask me. since u read it, u know it! it's in chinese anyway. and i wont deny it.
fuck.
That's me. at 1:44 PM