Saturday, May 12, 2007
2nd day of shift. day. 8am - 8pm.
and guess wad? i'm sick now. slight fever, heatiness, gastric pain. why must everything torment me at one go? both physically and mentally.
i really tried my best to forgive him. yes, u're right, both of u. and ya, stupid but then i need him. at least for now.
however hard i try, he's forever that cold. cold blooded. punishing me? then that's jus too cruel.
i don hv mood to go through today's shift. even trist can sense that i'm moody. and no, i will not cry in school.
haiz, this is wad i call fan jian. but who can i blame? only myself? who asked me to depend too much on him? who asked me to fell in love w/o realising? who asked me to need him? but then again, this is wad makes life unpredictable.
wad is love? something that is the start of everything? sweet, bitter, sour? life and death? it jus connects almost everything together. how amazing. yet, it can also kills everything.
yes, and the victim is now sick. where's the medicine?
feverish. gibberish.
all nonsensical blabberings.
That's me. at 9:21 PM