Thursday, May 10, 2007
i really donnoe how to trust him anymore. i don even noe whether i can believe him or not. there's too many questions running in my head.
why did he delete all his inbox when he insist there's nth betwn him and the girl?
it's jus so impossible that his sent msg is so few.. did he delete it when i was crying?
who the hell is that unknown number? ur cousin who is a male? pls, guys don say i miss u sooo much and u replied sth like happy girl tml?
why in the first place u refused to let me get ur phone?
and why would the girl msg i miss u when u told her u have gf alrdy? unless she's a bitch but u said she was shy!
i really donnoe now. everything in my head is a mess. i should have jus be strong and asked all my doubts. i'm not as cool as kelvin nah says. i'm jus a girl after all. the surface of the problem is solved, but how to solve the whole problem when i cant believe u anymore?
yeah, at least the jerk is truthful.. and this is an impt trait..
u took away the trust i have in u.. u forced me back to the box i used to hide myself..
That's me. at 11:45 PM