Friday, March 04, 2011
Filled with guilt is the most terrible feeling ever. Great job god, great job. A terrific one indeed. Turned my life around, go into whirlpool, and become oh-so-drama-it-should-be-on-tv. Thanks.
If I nv had came back, everything prob will go back the same way as it did. Now what the fuck did I do. No matter how much pain I inflicted on myself will nv be compared to hers.
Argh. I fucking hate myself. I'm worst than R. Shit.
I prob need a cig. Damn. She's smoking! And I indirectly caused it! Fuck myself fuck u.
That's me. at 5:17 AM